Ruts...

It seems lately that all I post are serious posts with almost nothing positive to say...where's my happiness?

This past week the boys and I visited mom in Memphis and just piddled around town, shopping and site seeing and then winding the visit down on Beale Street.  It was a great time spent with the boys before school starts and seeing mom again.  We make our next trip there for Thanksgiving and then hopefully the next trip there is to pack her place up and move her back to her real home here.

So we're on our way home and I am plowing through the 497 miles to get home...home to my husband, my bed, our dog and just relax before a long day at work.  Finally I'm home!  Our dog greets me at the door and my husband follows.  Things are normal...said he left dinner meat out to make dinner and that he would cook.  Awesome!  Then comes a call from our friend that lives close by, the next thing I know my husband leaves and doesnt come back for almost 2hrs.  Oh but he went over there because our friend was cooking steaks and brought me one home.  Ok thats great, neither one of us has to cook but he leaves again to take butter back over there...another hour goes by and he comes back home.

Now don't get me wrong, I tpyically wouldnt be bothered by something like this..but seriously?  Your wife is gone for 5 days...away from you...and all you can spend with her is about an hour?  You can't tell your buddy that your wife is home and you want to spend time with her?  I guess not.

Am I wrong for having a "I don't feel important to you" feeling?