Well well...

it's time to eat my words....i GOT THE JOB!  I will officially be a permanent employee making more pay with guaranteed overtime and still be close to home on December 13th...I'm really excited about this new adventure.  Now I have to stick with my goal and start taking better care of myself.  Here's to staying motivated.

On another note, last week was a little weird for me in the aspect of my mood and slight depression.  Even with the great news of the job, I was questioning my marriage and whether I still wanted to make things work.  We went through a rough patch at the beginning of the year and I thought we were on the right path to making things work.  I still have my days.  I have issues I need to work on but I also know that as a couple WE have things to work on.  I have always thought that if there are problems in a relationship, you should work on yourself before you are able to work on the relationship....is that really true?  Does concentrating on your needs instead of the needs as a couple really help?  I don't want to wake up on another 4th of July (there's a story there..but later) and realize that this is not where I want to be, that I wasted more time on something that should have walked away from long ago.  I love my husband with out a doubt, that's why I'm still here trying with my all my might, so why am I having these feelings?

I guess another question is...is anyone out there to begin with reading this? lol

Why do we need titles?

I can never think of titles that fit my random thoughts lol

Anyway...I'm making a new goal for myself.  I had an interview today for a permanent job (that is still close to home) and  it went really well!  They said I should know something in about two weeks what their plan is..either to hire me or they found someone else.  So i have decided that when (trying to stay positive) they hire me, I am going starting an overhaul of myself.  I'm going to start eating better, exercising more, and just getting myself in better shape and loose this so called "happy" weight I have gained.  Its something I've really needed to do but just can't get motivated to do it.  So I figure a new job is just the thing to kick me into gear.

Praying for good thing to come my way!

Its nice to know....

that the guilty admit they are guilty instead of wasting tax payers money.  A drunk driver accident my husband and I witness is suppose to stand trial this week but has already pleaded guilty...YAY!

Dallas News: Lewisville man pleads guilty in DWI case

Lazy...

Every once in awhile its wonderful to have a weekend where the only thing that has to be done is making a run to the pet store for crickets.  Life is good right now. 

I hope everyone had a great weekend and fell back into Daylight Savings with ease.  Good nite!

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